Don't judge.. just hear me out.
J knows about it. I have talked in depth with him about my feelings for a while... I have denied my feelings for months. Just now, it is officially a part of our lives.
I can't say J is happy about my small love affair but we will work through. He just can't deny that he knows I am in love, eventhough I am completely infatuated with him too... nothing can compare to how I feel for J... but for right now... he is willing to share.
It is just too beautiful not to be in love with....