Monday, July 26, 2010

G's preschool last year

When the school year was over, they gave parents a CD of pictures of their child of various things throughout the year... as this new school year was approaching, I got reminescent and decided to post this...




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I refuse

to play pretend with my eldest... never again... well, for now anyways...

1st instance of him making me feel like a complete and total idiot...

He had gotten out his doctor kit and started checking me up and down.. he looked in my ears "wow mom.. it's dark in there", "wow mom, it's dark in your mouth too!" "Uh oh, it's dark in your nose too!"

"OH NO DOCTOR... what do you think is the matter?"

"I need a light mom!?"
*all included with the look of 'you are totally stupid and I am stupider for being around you'.

Fast forward to this weekend.. we are all over at Ka-Ka and Pops celebrating J being old and officially sterile and G starts up explaining his superhero powers..
"I have a super long sharp tongue and it goes out like this 'pssst' and I can make wind like this and go like this and my butt does this whatever thingy.." well.. you get the picture and everyone was all intrigued and he was really putting on a show and asking questions until I asked "what is your name superhero?"

*again with this same look of 'please don't tell anyone you are my mom because you are dumb'...

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Friday, July 16, 2010


I am totally writing this from my new iPad right now....

I would feel like a total rockstar right now if I wasn't pumping at the same time.

Monday, July 12, 2010

trip planned

We are finally planning another trip to Memphis... it will be the weekend before what would have been Mercy and Grace's 6th birthdays. Wow. Seems like just yesterday.. not 6 years ago. Me and J would normally make a trip to the cemetery, but because of the boys curious nature.. I don't think that will happen... they just wouldn't understand... granted, I hate to think of not visiting my baby girls until they could understand.
It's weird too because G and D have been talking alot about when Corgan gets older we need "twins girl babies".
Um.. no... appointment to get that fixed has been set.

We have never talked about the girls in front of the boys really... nothing for them to pick up on... and have never mentioned the fact that they have older sisters or anything like that... it is just weird... One day, we they can grasp the meaning of life and death and all of that, they will know, but not before then... until then.. they need to just stop asking because this is one thing they won't get.
and just enjoy Corgan as a little dude...
I sure do.

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Just because a comparison is fun

Gavin at 2 months

Corgan at 2 months

Dylan at 2 months.
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Friday, July 9, 2010

Corgan is 2 months!!

And in black and white...




At his appointment he was 9 lbs, 7oz and 21.75 inches long. Doc was not happy with his weight gain, so we are going back in about 4 weeks for a weight check.
He was a trooper at his shots too. Bled like a stuck pig, but once he was done with telling me how amazingly pissed off it made him... he slept for most the day... and went to bed at 5pm and didn't rise until 6am. He was a worn out little booger head.
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Wednesday, July 7, 2010

I am having an affair.

Don't judge.. just hear me out.

J knows about it. I have talked in depth with him about my feelings for a while... I have denied my feelings for months. Just now, it is officially a part of our lives.

I can't say J is happy about my small love affair but we will work through. He just can't deny that he knows I am in love, eventhough I am completely infatuated with him too... nothing can compare to how I feel for J... but for right now... he is willing to share.

It is just too beautiful not to be in love with....

Friday, July 2, 2010

My Eclipse review

Ok... a few things bugged me about the movie...

1) out of order - enough said.
2) Mush - all the major points of the book were mush together and tied together to make a movie... making the movie seem a bit rushed.
3) I HATE Bryce Dallas Howard as Victoria... just saying.
4) Bella's wig. I just wanted to pluck it off her head the whole movie... damn Runaways movie.

If you can get past that... the movie is EPIC. I was unsure about it after the 1st viewing.. But once I relaxed and watched it a second time and got past those points above.. I loved it.

Now, I have always been Team Edward... but I might be changing teams...